She knows..

Sometimes life challenges us in a way we can't imagine. Its easy to lose friends but the most difficult part is when you are gonna lose your best friend. People say its difficult to find the right one for us and we have no clue how easily we fall in love with a person, it doesn't matter whether he or she is the one for us or not. But the most difficult part of all of this is to fall out of love. It takes a lot of strength to accept the fact that the one we love does not love us back. Day in and day out we think of that person and in our dreams too that person is the only one we wanna see. We wanna spend our entire life with that person so we try to do everything to keep him or her with us. But we forget that few persons are just meant to be a part of our memories not our lives. Even if they stay they can't be in our lives the way we want them to be. It takes a lot of courage to face that person every day. Seeing the face yuh wanna forget, hearing the voice yuh just want to hear your entire lives but don't have the strength to keep yourself together, being with someone you have always dreamt of spending your life with and without whose text your day won't start and end. Seeing your heart shattered into pieces by that one person break you bit by bit. No matter how strong yuh portray yourself in front of that person, keep a smile on your face and try to hide tears in your eyes, sometimes that person notices everything you do for her. No matter how much yuh try but she knows in how much pain yuh are and sometimes blame herself for your condition. But even after many failures when the person tries to keep yuh happy it sometimes worsen the situation for you. She can't stand tears yuh hiding in your eyes. She knows how much she means to yuh. And how can she steal away the smile which has filled happiness in her life. Stepping back is the only option she has. And when she try to do, yuh are completely shattered because talking to her makes yuh happy and if that gives yuh happiness she do it for yuh. Somewhere deep down she knows it's gonna hurt but still do everything possible to keep that smile on your face which was eluded for a while. Time is a great healer, we all have heard and maybe everything will be okay eventually. But sometimes time doesn't heal it just give yuh more pain because yuh are not able to get over that person. It takes immense pain to erase every memory of that person. And finally yuh decide to step back and talk less to get over that person. Maybe this is the option you are left with. The scars or wounds take time to heal and she understands. Maybe that is the only option left , the best friend with whom yuh talk day in and day out who knows everything about yuh and about whom yuh know everything needs a break from yuh. When we know few people can't be together then why one person always fall in love and other person never. Sometimes we don't lose the person, that person always stay in our life its just the bond between them dies, Relations are like threads can't pull strongly can't cut them loose. But sometimes people do have to think about themselves and move on no matter what price is paid because there happiness is what the other person wants. No matter how badly yuh wanna talk to that person or that person wants to talk, yuh have to make a firm decision. Best friends are not who talk day in and day out but best friends are the ones, when they talk it seems like they never stopped talking.